I live my day as if it was the last ...

 'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

 We see a storm is closing in,
Pretending we ain't scared.

 My shrink is telling me I got crazy dreams
She’s also saying I got low self-esteem

 I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head

 Damn, boy you make it hard
Shouldn't need a riddle to unlock your heart

 This feeling always gets away
Wishing I could hold on longer

 All my life I've been good, but now
I am thinking what the hell

 Crashing around me like dust
You are the realest thing I've ever had to fake

 But I can't go back
And I don't want to
'Cause all my mistakes
They brought me to you

 Why'd you have to go and make me like you?
Yea this is a feeling I'm not used to