Damn, boy you make it hard Shouldn't need a riddle ...

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 I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now

 If the heavens ever did speak
She is the last true mouthpiece

 Don't need permission
Made my decision to test my limits

 Don't be afraid to shout
Lead out every bad emotion

 But I can't go back
And I don't want to
'Cause all my mistakes
They brought me to you

 My spirit's sleeping some where cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

 I'm gonna swing from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist

 The fall, the blame, the pain’s still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home

 Crashing around me like dust
You are the realest thing I've ever had to fake